Turns out when other people are indulging in the happiness I had a month ago it does not make me happy. I’m bitter. Resentful. And blame.
Top Ten of January 2010
I tried doing this last year and stopped about half way through. I will be listing the top ten events in each month , not necessarily my favorite events, starting with this new decade. I have faith I can finish this. I have faith in 2010. That being said.
Top Ten of January 2010
1. Starting January 1st as single.
2. Milli lives in LA
3. The Ryan Schude and Collins Schude photo
4. Busta’s Birthday
5. My Shmister Roomate = Shmroomate?
6. Uri’s Birthday
7. Dinners with Schude
8. Settling and Decorating our new home.
9. Starting the first few hours of the New Year at the Forge “But we always face this direction!”
10. Scrubs
Hopeless emptiness. Now you’ve said it. Many people are on to the emptiness but it takes real guts to see the hopelessness.— Revolutionary Road
There will never be another man who will love me when I am young and pretty, who will always hold that picture of me in their heart.—
- Rose. Six Feet Under

